So send my LOVE a Letterbomb

I love this song.
Listened to it and I
find that it relates
alot to me. :T

This song is dedicated
to people who are
obsessed about the ones
they care.
such that they get trapped
n can never escape.

enjoy.

"Time Is Running Out" by MUSE

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know
I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

Like Hans Solo without Chewbacca

-- I quote from e
movie Blades of Glory

Its so fucking funny!
worth my money!
but to others it wont
be... cos some pple r
jus not into these kinda
comedies...

but i am!!! lurve it!
i dont lyk deep movies
tht make u pay to
think... haha.

comeides make u rlax.
plus... for tht show.
i applaud not only e actors.
but also e writers who are
so damn creative n brilliant!
their kinda comedy is totally
out of e world. (in a good
way)

Blades of glory -- about 2
ice skaters (sworn enemies) who
had to work together cos they
got kicked out of the national singles
division. For the first time... 2 men
on the ice. haha.

hillarious.

Okkiee...

Moving on. life's been better
ever since i got well
from my flu. haha.
wen ur sick u cant rmb
wat goes on arnd u. u jus
thnk abt urself n ur stup
illness n nothng else.

today im so excited...
e phone tht i had my eye
on now is on sale. woohoo.
im gonna buy it.

rather than being stuck with
my old hp. i appreciate it
alot... but thngs need to change.
;)

even kids much younger than
me only 9 or 10.. have hps
more modern than mine. haha.
they play it aloud n let e whole
world hear. like as tho its so cool
to be young n very much hip.
*roll eyes*

oh well. times have changed.
the first time i got my hp... thts my
old hp.. was in sec 2.

haiz. now pri skool kids have
hps with mp3 players etc. n
those hu dont r left out.. jealous...
poor thngs...

i donno why im so reflective
the whole of today...
i began to thnk of tht someone..
me n him last time.. how we
were... e times we had...

n then.. i drift on to these kinda
thngs...
argg.

i miss him.
i need his shoulder.
for me to lie on.
i need to hear his voice.
to make me feel alive again.

im emo. :T

I'm speechless and redundant

about... Innova's Speakers Award.

I totally didnt expect it.
As I walked on stage with
only a mike to bank on,
I was terrified as hell.

But I just went on.

And with familiar faces all
around me...
I felt like...
bursting out laughing.

I was multi-tasking as I
spoke. While I was speaking,
I was trying to flip my notes,
looking at the audience, looking
at them stone, trying to see
wht the judges were looking at
and trying to see if someone was
there watching me.

hah.

wow. not as easy as it sounds.
definitely. 3mins only... yet it
seemed lyk hours.

its not my first time speaking
or performing. i don't have
much probs with stage fright.
but i have a prob with my
confidence and self esteem.

so when i won... i relli didnt
expect it. :) i was smiling ear
to ear like a bafoon but i
didnt care. haha. :D

and best of all...
pple did care. e one i wanted
to care wasnt there.
the one i ddnt expect cared.
n i was damn happy bout
tht.

the first person to msg me
after i spoke... i ddnt expect
tht at all. wow.

tht made my day EVEN MORE
than it cld have already been
made. :)

actually, i was sick on tht day.
tht brought me down-ner. but
i did my best. n i guess...
hikmah di sebalik my sickness...
i hope tht goes e same for my
gp...
argg i didnt finish summary!!!


hah. bt thts over. i did my best.
wht can i say.

Hmmm. wht else...
oh yeah. the diff. btw
performing music n
speaking... is VERY BIG.
haha.

when i'm with my band, i have
others to bank on.
if i perform solo, im at my comfort
zone cos i have my guitar.
my precious guitar is like
my rock. somehow when i
perform with my guitar
i dont feel scared.

it gives me inspiration.
i love it. :)

but... when i speak with
my voice... argh! fear rises.
haha.

but its weird. im so glad.
this is e 1st time i got
first for an oratorical
contest. at jc some more!
hah. e most i got 2nd
at crescent...

tats e part im so dumfounded
abt...
haiz...
im so lucky. im relli loving
life. besides alevel stress
haunting me... life's great. haha.

ohh. n i love it tht all
e pple arnd me... my frens
n family r happy for me.
alot of u congratulate me.
thnx loads guys!! :)
i keep saying thnks on tht
day. i wanted to say more
than tht to my frens.
but im too speechless. hah.

so sincerely my thnx to all
hu congrat. me n r happy
for me!

i'm relli happy. :)

gosh. wish u were there. :T

My Worry rock

In malay class now.
Im so bored.
haha.

there's econs test
after this.
good luck all.

Short and Sweet: Poprocks and Coke.

My emo fever is back.
For me, the fad tht i face
wld prob be the emo
trend. haha.

or maybe its just based
on my mood.

or maybe my emo-ness
has always been there.
its just tht i shift my
thought away frm it.

Argg.
All I know is that:

u brighten up my day.
i wanna impress you.
make you believe that
i am worth your while.

make u thnk i stand a
chance. make u change ur
mind. tht i can attract.
even tho im not a magnet.

i still rmb ur exact words.
u thought im just ok.
is tht it? is tht it?

and just e other day...

we crossed paths.
i felt happy.
just a simple wave from
you. and im smiling till
e night's dead.

just 15 mins of us on
the phone and i can't
sleep. cause im thnking
of you. and our world
never ends.

maybe love will come through... :T

Maybe You Know. I don't...

Argg!!!

It sucks
when thing are so unclear.

But...
Let's not make things obvious.

So...
The post ends here.
I shall tok abt other stuff
on here from now on...

I'm gonna be repressed*

No one knows. I don't...

If friends are disposable,
I wanna delete you and...
YOU!
out of my life.

But then again...
I want you.

I'm a walking contradiction.

- How depressing today is
all cause of one thng.
it ruined my whole day.

Today is the day i found out..
today is the day my dreams
n hopes Crashed n Burned.
2 day is the day i let go...

My heart is aching.
I'm only startng to want you..
but now its over.
i'll get distant. i swear.

Nice guys finish last
they say...
i'm nice n tht prob is
ruining me...

Ur nice n thts what
makes me lyk you.
Ok stop.
I'm gonna let go...

Fuck. you're with someone
else.