Why was i so speechless just
now?
argh.
i will rmb this forever...
today's the day when i told
kamielah my secret. finally.
haha.
today's the day when we first
...
cant say abt tht... lets just say
i tok to him... quite awkward...
how 'dull' can life be?
i was so stumped just now.
i mean.. im happy tht it happened.
but wen i was toking to him,
i started to come bck to reality
n realise that 'me n him' is just
a fantasy.
why cant he just open his eyes
to see that i'm e one hu cares
abt him n KNOW him?!
gosh.
i still cant believe it happen.
More tho.. i'm motivated to
lose weight!woohoo.
BUT... i thnk he doesnt lyk
me.. just treat me as a fren.
so.. wats e pt..
i wanna not care abt him.
cos i have other priorities...
n i shld move on?
but feelings cant be erased just
lyk tht.
as they say:
'you can erase someone from
your mind.
but getting them out of your
heart is something else.'
im so trapped. if he wld just tell
me how he feels... but im stup
too.. i don say anythng... but
he's e guy. he shld tell me!
gosh. maybe he just
don feel anithng so yeah... there's
nothng to say.
but i wanna clear my doubt.
if he just wld tell me... i wld be
very happy... *sighs*
him lyking me too is the only
thng i've ever wanted. *sighs* :T
*he's not worth my tears*
(Life sux for me...
i'm not doing well in my studies...
not doing well in my social life or love
life...
not doing well with my hobbies/interests.
i almost have nothing! god pls save me. :I
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