*Vdae Special* - Another Sentimental Arguement

The season of love is in!

Love for me is always out.

Haiz.

haha.

But I still have my fun.

With my frens.
My surroundings.
With you..

"The friendship we made is
a waste of our time?" - AAA

Hmm.

Perhaps it is.
But I will just put that aside.
Actually I cherish our frenship.
BUT.. argh. its just too intense
to thnk abt.

Ok. i know i sound random.
cos... no one noes who the HELL im
toking about. ok. fuck it. nvm.

SO.. lets see. lets get bck to
daily events.

So far.. it has been a great 2 days.
Yesterday night was great.
It was the 'Vdae Mini Concert'!
yay! *claps*claps*

haha.

i played orite ah. i didnt play my best.
cos someone stup made me
nervous lyk hell wen im actually
not. argg. :) and yet.. hmmm.

anyways.. yeah. i played ok only.
i cld play better. tot i
cld impress... people... but..
wen i tink abt it.. pple wont be.
"cos no one wants to hear a
drunkard fool". yeah thts how i
felt. low self esteem speaking.

haha.

but in any case i tot it was a great
night jus cos my frens were all with
me. :)

after the concert, we ended of with
our crazy night. all us musicians
went to eat tagether. not everyone
ah. but pple i noe. :) haha.

oh. dur the concert... i cant believe
rusydi actually said tht he thnk pple
hu lyk Green Day rox! hahaha.
he so funny. :) i mean. i thnk its cool
of him to say tht. but.. hmm. i wonder
wat e rest thnk?! haha.

pple thnk we're two CRAZY hardcore
GD fan tht belongs in e Idiot Club. haha.

In any case. green day rox! muahahah.

anyways.. rusydi is this j1 guy i got to
know recently. this, so far, is wht i noe abt
him: he loves green day, is crazy n is
my neigbour hu always shouts 'gol'
wen there's a football telecast on TV.

haha. coincidence perhaps? :)

Ok. now serious business.

LOVE!!! yeah. right.

haha.

Love is overrated. Vdae is superficial.

haha. yet its sweet n romantic.
argg. i neva had a great vdae b4. haha.
not tht i wnt one. but it wld be cool
to have one. :)

i cant believe all e cool romantic stuff
i heard today. lyk Izz. she got a secret
admirer. gosh. he sent her roses n
sweets at her doorstep! awww.

n den a few other pple i saw. were
carrying flowers n plastic bags full
of prezzies.

for some, its from their dearie.
awww. some of their prezzies r so
cool n sweet. very totful. it
doesnt have to be materialistic.
just a simple rose tells it all. haha.

n den today was a celeb of frenship
as well. pple getting prezzies frm
diff frens. its jus so cool how pple
actually took e effort to buy sweets
for all. haha. :)

oh. thanks to all hu gave me sweets!
:)

yeh. vdae for me is not relli much of
a celeb. firstly.. we r not spposed to
believe in it. yeh. i mean.. its a long
story.. related to religion. nvm.

but besides tht, to me vdae also is
superficial. i thnk there shld not be
ONLY one day whereby u shld celeb
love.

i noe its so called a special day n all..
but u shld also show love for the person
for everyday of ur lives. then a r/ship is
more meaningful. :)

haiz.

n for me.. my social callender can be
compared to an abandoned field full of
dying weed. haha. k. thts a bit
exaggerating.

but skool IS very draining.

n i have no luck with love.
none at all. n i don noe why.
perhaps im ugly. haha. thts y no
one wants me. ahahah.

actually its not tht im desperate to
find a bf. just tht. arrgg. it jus
is great to experience tht one day.
n hopefully before i turn 18. haha.

i thnk i jus let out a secret. haha.
there. confessions of Fahimah Azman.

sad lil bitch. haha.

yes. i can still laugh abt it. cos i have
hope n faith. :T

i guess.

n there.. vdae just ended! its 15 feb!