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FEBRUARY IS HERE!!!

Not that Im happy about it.
Or anything lyk tht.
Even more so..
I'm so stressed about it.

argghh.

haha.

It's just that.
Every month that pass..

We get older.

I get nearer n nearer to A levels!

I'm not meant to handle
the pressure. cos im too
relaxed.

yet deep down i want to excel.

arggh.

"I've got no motivation.
Where is my motivation?"
-- Green Day

Yes. everythng i do i relate it
to them. They are my life!
I love them! haha.

Well certain thngs have taken
a turn. this feb.. for me.

Haha. certain happiness.

1. I got thru the opening ceremony.
-- it was a wonderful exp.
-- tho tiring.
-- i will miss it. im glad i got to noe
e pple involved.

2. We toked all thru e night.
-- we couldnt put down e phone
-- even when we wanted to
-- haha. we strted our nice,
real conversation. again.

3. I wonder if u do read my blog.
-- I hope not. (half-heartedly)
-- I think u will noe tht im toking
abt u.

4. I wonder if u do noe.. n if u do feel.
-- the same way?

5. Yes. Feb ushers in.. the EMO trend
back again for me.
-- haha. :T

I have alot of things that I actually wish
to express. But some i cant.

Cos Im speechless n redundant.

Cos even tho I say it.. its useless.
I might as well just keep our
memories as part of somethng
etched in my mind for a long
time.

Omg.

U r so clueless.
U dont noe anythng.
Should I tell you?
I'm too scared.

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.