L.O.V.E.

I'm SO shitty to fall for you.

And you...

You get away with it.

Who is YOU?

I'm confused.

Please show me a sign.

Firstly, the one who makes me feel ME
he brightens up my day
I search for him
I think about him
We laugh. We talk all through the night.
And get so sleepy, we're high.
This M.i.a. guy butters my heart.

And yet.. you show no sign.
You treat me lyk a fren.
I rather be your fren.
We should remain this way.
Or else our frenship ends.
We're e same but different.
He's not my type.
I don't want to be him.
But do I wanna be WITH him?

Second, the one my heart beats for.
Soul mate V.S. dream guy???
I don't talk to him.
I stare at him from afar.
And yet... He makes me feel great.
I like him.
But do I love him?
My dreamy green specs guy.
I miss you.

And the third... He's new.
He's the one that I am attracted to.
Just cause...
There are no reasons to explain it.
Unlike those other 2...
I like you for no reason. I just do.
Would I say I do?

And then a bubble pops.
I escape from the realm of fantasy.
I'm back.
In this hateful world. With pple I hate.

I feel bothered. Just cause...
Perhaps I feel useless. No one wants me.
I'm nobody. Pple hate me.
I just wanna be me. And yet.
Me is never enough for them.

AAL -- You are Me. I wanna be You.

I rest my case.

I want to be a great guitar player
(and drums).

So... I'm not gonna be stuck up.
I'm not gonna be sensitive.
I must admit to critics.

I asked him for his help.
Will he help? I know he thinks
I suck. And have no natural
talent. Still... I MUST TRY.
I WONT GIVE IN!!!

I don't care what others think.
Screw you if you don't want me to play.
I'm going to be better than you.
Whats so great about you?
Don't pressure me.
Don't insult me.
I know I'm weak.

Wow. this can be part of a lyrics to a
song.
I'm gonna be a great songwriter too.

Ambitions. Aims. Direction in life.
I love music! I wanna form a band
and go all the way.

I wish to be respected.
As a woman... A female...
Able to play the guitar well.
Even better than some guys.
(feminist speaking. haha.)

I DARE TO DREAM.
@note to be aaliyah natasha - I imagine to be this imagination@